Seems like the last time I posted on here was in july....
Can't believe how fast half a year passes

Well.... looks like i've gotten some inspiration on poetry/lyrics lately, so I'm reviving this account to post up new stuff that I write.


I seem to have gotten a lot of inspiration lately from some extreme feelings, good plus bad, comfort as well as fear, and also deep phylosophical as well as emotional thoughts, happy and dark... my feelings are everywhere nowadays, I don't even know what I feel anymore...
maybe someone can help me...


Seeing so many couples where the guy cheats on the girl yet she's so bline and so happy with him, not knowing, not believing. It's so sad but it's everywhere...
It makes me feel that trusting someone is such a hard thing... maybe one of the hardest in the world... to really trust someone.... to trust your life to him... like he's the other half of yourself... I believe it's possible... but how do I know if I have entered such a relationship...?


I can't trust... I don't know how to trust... I've tried and I've trusted more than before but once in a while there's always doubt.... Can I ever get out of this stage in my life? Will these wounds ever heal..?

I thought I'm one to heal my own wounds fast... but it seems like i've never been so heartbroken before... these wounds are too deep... I could not take... I don't know how to take....but to accept... to accept everything... to hope... to dream... to wish that the dremas come true...

I despite the weak and feable human part of me....


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